Give Me The Simple Life

Give Me The Simple Life

From his med school graduation

And from waiting all her life

I was my parents first child

From May on a Friday night

Hide-and-Seek in pots and pans

Sisters times two to come

As I look back on my memories
This is where I'm from

The military and new houses

Months lost for army trips

From rosaries and first communion

From baking cookies and Santa's list

From out cocker spaniel puppies

Onto greyhounds and a cat

From Jackie- the jack russell

From my brothers baseball hats

From Spice Girls and boy bands

And talk to the hand

From all those years at Girl Scout camp

And road trips to places you've never been

Australia and New Zealand

Marked the highlight of highschool days

Yet from calories and obsession

Is where my brain would always stay

From hysterical laughter

To my first beer

From singing in choir

To passing out- full of fear

From Catholic Campus Ministries

Onto college and making friends

From the memories that will last

Until I return home again

Dodging Thoughts

Dodging Thoughts

"My insecurities ruin me

I chase everyone away

My thoughts always get the best of me

And yet I think them everyday

I try to control them

And tell them to hush

But that little voice surfaces

And just one thought's enough

To set my mind on spiral mode

Coasting through rocky land

Dodging flaming bullets

As I shoot myself down again

Love tries to stop me

And takes me by the wrist

But Stubborn always pulls away

The battle to resist

I'm constantly counting numbers

Calories, fat, and weight

I'm always avoiding mirrors

Body, me, I hate. I hate!

I'm always a let down

It's nothing new

I just want to be better

But I don't know what to do

Constantly failing

In every aspect and way

I try to be better

But the thoughts choose to stay"

© 2009

That "little girl" look?

So, today I got hit on by some total sleeze ball at school. He was this guy with curly hair, a ski cap, v neck tee and baggy jeans. He wasn't TOO bad, but i wasn't into his face. haha. or body. Anyway.... he was flirting with me for the ENTIRE class.

Way to make me feel awkward by the way... I went to class today without taking a shower. I totally ponytailed it, wore a tshirt and jeans. I did put mascara on. And I put a little white ribbon in my hair to try to better the ponytail.

So this sleeze was totally flirting, and I looked like a little 5 year old with a ribbon in my hair. What's up with that?

So, I was thinking about this. The past 3.... maybe 7 times I had a ribbon in my hair, I have gotten hit on. On time I wore a ribbon in my hair to a bar back in when I was in Raleigh. Not only did I get all my drinks paid for that night. but I got tons of kisses.

So I was just wondering.... is there something about this little girl look that attracts guys?

Numbero Uno

So, I feel as if I should start this blog off with a bang, but truth is, I have nothing shocking, uplifting, groundbreaking, or newsbearing. I have a few pictures that I could add and write about, I could go into my life story, but I don't feel as if that would be entertaining, mainly for myself. I do not want to be bored in writing this. I wish I could make this more exciting.

It's sunday. It's september. I'm so excited that it is september by the way. It's my favorite month in the whole world besides summer. Summer is classified into the same month, because days and months do not matter as long as it is summer. But september is a great second best. It's been a fairly relaxing sunday. I slept in, showered, and have watched tv and read for a good part of the day.

I didn't win the lottery.

I have eaten too much today.

And thus ends my rambling.

I need a haircut.